Seohyun Otoke?

This is pure fiction. It doesn't mean that they are what they are in this fic. I apologize tp Sulli's fans if you find this offensive.

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It has been weeks since their last shooting and she has been busy coming to and fro Japan and Korea, she missed her husband dearly so she started monitoring his appearances. Every flip of his fingers to show off their ring brings heartwarming sensation; she smiled foolishly ignoring the curious glances of her Hyoyeon unnie, who is busy whispering sweet nothings to whoever is on the phone with her.

One title caught her attention “Seohyun Otoke?” she read out loud her forehead creased as she clicked to open that particular video. Her eyes grew bigger by the second when she saw a collection of Inkigayo MC cuts in that clip. She smiled as she saw their couple ring sparkled on his ring finger and especially glad when she saw her husband’s charming ways “Aigoo! Why is he so cute” she whispered to herself as playful Yonghwa was saying something irrelevant to her. She just wants to stare on his facial expressions until she notice something, a feminine hand that was placed on his shoulder. Her eyes diverted from Yonghwa to his fellow MC and her dongsaeng, Sulli. Her right eyebrow started to rose “Chakaman, am I just seeing things? Or is she”… Aniya, aniya” she paused the video and started to pace in front of her laptop. She breathe in and out to clear her mind “She’s a good dongsaeng” she whispered to herself, after calming herself she sat back and pressed play, watching the clip from the beginning. With open mind she tried watching every subtle touch, but every time she sees it, her blood pressure rose bits by bits, until her eyes were glued on the screen, giving it her most dangerous stare. “My Yonghwa is doing great, but why can’t she keep her hands to herself?! And why does the PD let him do things like that? Why not let Jokwon oppa do it instead? Aish!” she whispered through gritted teeth. All her resolves were shattered when she heard him sing to Sulli HER SONG “That’s my song!” She stood up furiously and banged her hands on the study table to Hyoyeon’s surprise.

Her chest rise and fall, her nose flaring in contained anger. She saw all his videos being intimate with a woman in a pictorial but she held it in, she is used to bottle up all her emotions and she know she is not the jealous type especially because she knows it is just work, but this is too much for her. She hurriedly grabs her hand phone and with trembling hand pressed 1, his assigned speed dial, but before the call can push through she changed her mind and cancelled it. “Aniya, we’re not even officially dating, I would look foolish if I call him because of it”

She sat on her bed, calming her nerves while looking around her bookshelf. “There must be something in here. On how to handle this kind of situation” she stood and took the lone book that is about love, the one Yonghwa recommended, she scanned the glossary but failed to find what she is looking for, with both palms on her face she shook her head “Otoke Seohyun-ah!” she talked to herself, confused and fidgeting.

With Hyoyeon surprised of her outburst, she ended the call “Jungshin-ah, I’ll call you back arasso? Something came up with uri Seohyun.” Seohyun heard the guy’s name but too busy with her situation to care

She sat beside Seohyun and stroked her hair after she hanged up “What’s the matter Seohyunie? It’s the first time seeing you like this.”

She looked at Hyoyeon with tears brimming her eyes “Unnie, this is the first time I’m this upset that I can’t contain it.” She motioned her hand to her laptop “See for yourself” she said

Hyoyeon watched the clip with suppressed smile “Uri Seohyun is jealous” she told herself “Hmmnnn, well Sulli does know very well how to grab men’s attention. She’s a pro” she added quietly, and when it came to the Love light part she understood completely “No wonder Seohyun is upset” she sighed and sat back beside her “Are you two already dating?” she asked cautiously, slightly glad that she has somewhat calmed down

“Unlike you and Jungshin, which by the way surprised me since I did not know when it happened..” she paused, looked at her with a slight smile “no we’re not dating” she sighed

“Though I think about him a lot and misses him a lot too, but what can I do if he just consider me as his virtual husband?” she thought silently.

Married without even becoming friends, it was awkward, it was very awkward but now it is safe for her to say that they became friends, but she wanted to be more than friends, and that is what makes her head and heart ache.

“So you’re not in a relationship.” Hyoyeon stated a fact

“Yeah” she answered almost a whisper

“But why does it seem like you are disappointed.” Hyoyeon retorted, trying to open her feeling

She was surprised of her observation “Am I that obvious? I hope not!” she thought “Aniyo, I’m not disappointed” she denied “I just…” she stopped unable to continue her reason and looked at Hyoyeon who is scrutinizing her every move, her face blushed. “Don’t know how he feels about me, I don’t know where I stand, coz it seems real, our virtual relationship seems real.” She voiced out finally

“Why don’t you ask him then?” Hyoyeon answered handing her hand phone

“Shiroh!” she said adamantly “I don’t want to, there’s no goguma left for him again!” she exclaimed and pouted

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After much argument both Seohyun and Hyoyeon compromised.

At first ring he answered the call “Jungshin-ah, Seohyun here. What are you doing?” Seohyun said

“I.. ah.. ” Jungshin was caught off guard with her bluntness, aside from the fact that he was expecting his girlfriend Hyoyeon was on the other line

“I’m sorry. I mean is oppa there? Is he not busy?” she asked calmly after she realized her mistake, she shook her head, this is so not her. But what can she do, she’s still upset albeit being calm.

“Oh, you want me to pass my phone to him? Why not call him instead?” he asked

“I- I’m just asking if he is busy coz if not, I’ll call him” she answered. Jungshin told her he’s in the living room relaxing and watching TV “Okay thank you Jungshin-chingu, here’s your euja-chingu” she said teasingly and handed the phone to Hyoyeon

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Yonghwa looked at the caller ID before answering his phone “Seohyu-i!” he exclaimed excitedly

“Yah, Yonghwa-yah! You have no gogumas left!” She ended the call with just that and turned her phone off.

Yonghwa stared on his phone with wide eyes for a moment; he checked the last call register to confirm it was Seohyun who just called. “ASSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!” he screamed rejoicing to his members shock after he confirmed it was really her. Jungshin went out from the room fresh from the call, curious of what had happened.

“Yah! Why are you so happy?” Jonghyun asked his dimples showing

“Seohyun just called and told me YAH! YONGHWA-YAH! You have no gogumas left!” he stood and danced playfully around the room while his members looked at him, confusion written on their faces

“Hyung, Seohyun just said you don’t have gogumas left but why are you so happy?” Minhyuk said to their still over the moon leader

“She spoke to me in banmal!” he said in a sing-sang tone and slumped on the floor happily

“Yeah, she spoke in banmal, and you are happy because your dream came true. So you feel closer to her now?” Junghyun asked still confused

“Exactly!” he said raising his index finger to add drama to his speech

“But hyung, she spoke banmal and she said something like…..” Jungshin sat on the floor across him and looked at him directly on the eye “YOU-HAVE-NO-GOGUMAS-LEFT!” he reiterated, his eyes wide, trying it’s best to let the message across his overly excited hyung

“YOU-DON’T-HAVE-GOGUMAS-LEFT!” Minhyuk, Jonghyun and Jungshin said in unison

As if awoken from deep sleep his eyes widened in understanding, his pulse quickened as he reached for his phone and dialed Seohyun’s number and failed “Jungshin-ah! I’m going to SNSD’s dorm, whoever wants to go with me, will have to go and change now!” he announced in a hurry to his own closet

Upon hearing what their Hyung said the three members rushed to their own room to change clothes

There he Goes

There he goes

From their debut stage, she has been interested in them. They looked dashing in that suit while playing their respective instruments. It is an open knowledge that she really likes hard working men and she sees it in them, a particular idol group. She considered herself their fan, a huge fan at that.

And then came an announcement from their maknae @ dawn that one February day. She was fast asleep when she felt Seohyun carefully went inside their room. Their ever so considerate maknae, didn’t even turn on the lights as she enter, she heard her stumble into something. She turned to her bedside table and turned on the lamp, she sat on her bed while her eyes adjusted for the light and gave their now shocked and embarrassed maknae a smile “You could’ve just turned it on” she said in a husky voice fresh from sleep “I’ll go pee” she stood and went to their bathroom, she knew she would feel sorry that she woke her up, so she might as well give a reason for it, to lessen her burden

“Mianhe unnie.” She said softly as soon as she went out of the bathroom.

“Ani, I really wanted to pee, so I woke up” she gave her a smile “So who was it? Who’s your nampyeon?” she asked in a teasing voice

She sighed still a little burdened of the sudden marriage “CN-Blue’s leader Jung Yonghwa” she answered while changing

“Chungmal? I really like them” she said a little excited “so how was it?”

“I know, that’s why I thought you would be glad that he is the one that I’m married to.” She suppressed a yawn “He really is hardworking, you know me, I’m really awkward when it comes to boys but he worked hard, for me to get comfortable with him” she smiled at the thought, grateful for what he did earlier

“That’s really good. And you’ll be meeting each other later.” She teased

“Yeah, we promised to show off our ring on our number” she said shyly

She nodded, a smile on her face as she lay down on her own bed. “That’s good! We’ll talk about it in the morning. Go wash up and rest.” She covered herself with blanket, glad for their maknae

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They formally met that one rainy day on April for their house warming party. She was really glad to have met them, him and Jungshin, she confirmed her thoughts about them being hardworking.

She studied their maknae closely that day around her husband. There is something different about her, although she or they are quiet envious, they liked it. She’s young, she should experience young love.

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It was an early morning in May when they called her for their driver’s license exam preparation. Without knowing, she hovered her closet in choosing her clothes for that day, she put on make-up and don her hair. She wanted to look pretty that day. And when he complemented her the moment she stepped inside their house, she blushed and said “I did make-up a bit more than I would normally”.

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Jungshin has become friendlier with her while they were waiting for the couple to come out of the testing area. They saw them walk out and asked about the result. In the attempt to congratulate them, they prepared a small picnic party but it turned out to be a consolation party.

They were having fun in the park as she encouraged Seohyun to use banmal to him. And what got her stupid heart was when he tried very hard to learn their dance, it was not shown on broadcast but he really practiced an ample amount of time for him to dance that way.

It was the day that she admitted to herself that she likes the guy not for their maknae but for her. She sighed at the thought. She would endure her one-sided love this time, without the other members knowing.

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In strong heart she admitted that she has a one-sided love on a member of an idol group, although her fellow members were shocked, they did a great job covering it. After the show, she was surrounded by 8 curious and eager eyes. Without saying a thing she knew what they want to know, she smiled at them feigning innocence but they did not buy it.

She sighed, her mind wander to make up a good excuse but as expected, they did not allow her to change the subject. And it hit her, the most decent and believable cover, without thinking much he mouth stated a name “Lee Jungshin, CN-Blue’s bassist” she faked a smile and looked at Seohyun who gave her a bright smile in return. The other members squealed, she heard someone say CN-Blue has so much charm coz they owned two SNSDs. She smiled sadly “Yeah that person has an unbelievable charm coz he have two SNSD.” She caught Seohyun studying her, she faked a laugh and joined their happy conversation

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After a few months of getting married, she noticed Seohyun always fiddling her phone, as if waiting for it to ring. And when it does, her face would lit up in excitement, and fall back into disappointment if the caller was not the one she expected. It would have been enjoyable for her to watch if only she is having those reactions for another guy.

Somehow, she knew they like each other, but her remaining hopes were shattered the moment Seohyun got back from the taping of their birthday episode. That light that shines in her eyes are blinding her, although late at night she started to rap about how her day was in excitement, gone were the days where she can sleep soundly because Seohyun was reading a book, now she is talking about a boy non-stop. She is glowing, the glow a woman in love and loved in return can only have.

When the birthday episode aired they watched enviously, she can freely express it with the others since they were feeling the same. One thing she needs to hide is the hurt that she feels every sweet moment they have together.

As both of them walked in the night with fingers intertwined with each other, and with the chaos it brought in the MC and all her members, she hurriedly wipe the single tear that escaped from her eye

“There he goes.” She sighed, swallowed the lump on her throat and fakes a squeal to join the others

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She tried hard to let go and now she has accepted the fact that the Goguma couple is real, she knows it all. But it is hard to forget, so as the recent interview, when she was asked if her feelings about that person she talked about in May is the same she nodded. “If there is someone who likes me, I really like hardworking people, so you have to work hard in order to succeed” she joked

A Lovely Incident

A rumor has been circulating around kpop idols; CNBLUE’s Jung Yonghwa and Fx’s Sulli were rumored to be dating. It started from netizen’s observation that both were a little too close during Inkigayo, and as expected, the rumor grew big especially because Yonghwa is the “HUSBAND” of SNSD maknae Seohyun.

And the rumor has come to the knowledge of SNSD that one starry night, from the one too concerned idol, 2am’s Jinwoon, which came out of his way from his busy schedule to come to their dorm and spread the news.

Upon hearing the rumor, Seohyun felt her heart became heavy; she heaved a sighed and explained their circumstances to Jinwoon with a controlled expression. She tried her best to not show her disappointment and sadness to him. Jinwoon stood up after their conversation and bid goodbye to the wonderful ladies in front of him, rushing for his next schedule.

Seohyun showed their visitor out with weak knees. Her heart felt like it was ripped into pieces, but she hid it from her unnies. She doesn’t want them to be worried. She volunteered to wash dishes after dinner for her to not think of her heartache.

As she pace around their dorm tidying things, her 8 unnies are gathered around the living room silently watching her with worried eyes.

She went inside their room when she felt her unnies’ stare. She sat on her bed and stared blankly on the wall.

Hyoyeon followed her and asked as soon as she closed the door “You alright Seohyunie?” a concerned motherly tone escaped her lips

She let out a smile that doesn’t reach the eye and nodded softly “Kwenchanayo unnie.” She chuckled softly “It’s not that we’re real. We are only married couple in a show. What we did are just for the show and nothing else” she said, the words came out of her mouth like acid, she swallowed the lump that formed on her throat “We are not real” she whispered more to herself than to Hyoyeon

“Aigoo Seohyunie….” Hyoyeon started but was interrupted when Seohyun stood up and faced her with a forced happy face

“I’m really okay unnie. Don’t worry too much!” she said trying to liven up her mood. She started cleaning their already clean room, reorganized what was already organized

Hyoyeon sighed in defeat; she silently went out of their room.

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Hyo went back to the living room, her forehead creased. “Where is Taeyeon and Tiff?”

“They went inside Tiff’s room” Sunny pointed with her lips

“They’re going to call him” Yuri informed

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Yonghwa was pacing in front of SNSD dorm, composing himself and trying to figure out how to explain to her and her 8 unnies. He rushed there after Jungshin told him what happened, it seems like Hyoyeon and him are in contact without him knowing. He might have been amused if not because of the news.

His heart is beating fast and his palms sweating. He tried to calm down, he rarely gets nervous and when he does, he hates it. A lot has come to his mind the moment Jungshin went to his room; anger frustration, concern and then wanting to wring Jinwoon’s pretty neck because of jealousy also came to him.

He was mumbling his long explanation, practicing each line when his phone rang. Confused with the unknown number that flashed on his X10 Experia mini, he pressed the answer button reluctantly only to be surprised with Taeyeon’s voice.

“This is Jung Yonghwa’s phone right?!” she said a little too loudly as soon as he answered, they recognize his voice on speakerphone but she have to be sure.

“Yes” his phone inches away from his ear due to her loud voice “Taeyeon-ssi?” he asked making sure he has not mistaken

“Yah! What is this that we heard?” the leader of SNSD gave out an authority he can’t imagine in her voice. He felt intimidated just hearing her from the other line.

He let out a nervous laugh, he stepped away and turned his back from their dorm door “Please let me explain, it’s not what you all think. It’s not true, Sulli and I are not dating, there is no way I would date her.” he said frantically

“But where did this rumor came from?” a calmer Tiffany butt in

“I have no idea where it came from, but wherever it is, I have only eyes for one person.” He said honestly.

“And may we know who your eyes are for?” Taeyeon asked, he can sense a smile plastered on her face judging from her voice

He let out a thankful sigh before he answered “Your dongsaeng, Seohyun, I won’t be here this late at night in front of your dorm if I don’t like her” he said solemnly, he heard a squeal that made him smile and rolled his eyes “Girls” he thought looking down while shaking his head

“How much do you like our Seohyun?” Tiffany asked excitedly and let out a soft squeal

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Seohyun gathered all trash bins from each room and segregates it accordingly; she collected all cans and plastic bottles and put it in one garbage bag. She stood up and head outside to throw it for it to be recycled. She opened the door quietly and was shocked to see Yonghwa standing just a few steps away from their door, his back facing her, talking to whomever on the phone seriously; she can hear his one-sided conversation quiet well. And her heart began to beat erratically as she heard every single word that came from his mouth.

He sighed “I really don’t know how to put in words how much I like Seohyun, to be honest up until I met her, I always thought that my career were all that matter. I just never knew before that a person’s smile could make me so happy. And I don’t want to lose Seohyun because of this rumor. After much hesitation, I am here accepting to myself that I really like her. So I don’t really want to think too much this time around and even if everyone were to find out about this. I don’t really want to give her up.”

Taeyeon and Tiffany held their breath as Yonghwa confessed his feelings to Seohyun. The sincerity in his voice washed away their doubts on him. They were so excited that they spoke simultaneously on the phone, their voice louder than usual.

Yonghwa was distracted and was not paying attention to them when he heard a sound similar to a couple of cans that fell on the floor, he looked back and found Seohyun standing stiff, her expression tells him that she heard everything. He ended the call without saying goodbye and awkwardly he stepped closer to her “Did you hear everything I said just now?” he asked softly, after he glanced down and fiddled his ring, after he saw her nod, he asked cautiously “So.. What’s your answer then?” he felt cats and mice are racing on his insides as he waited for his answer, he looked at her expectantly

Seohyun felt her face reddened and her heart flutter. Nervously she tried to form words “I-I don’t k-know, even if you have said that you like me, I just have a hard time believing it.” She voiced out her reluctance

“Why?” Yonghwa asked, Seohyun can see the hurt in his eyes

“We are in this reel relationship and I don’t know what is real anymore.” Seohyun put his hands on her forehead, a little frustrated “And besides, there are a lot of girls there that are better than me, livelier, perkier and younger than me. Compared to them, I can say I’m ordinary” her insecurities about hearing about Sulli earlier went back

Yonghwa steeped a bit more closer, he caressed her lovely face “You are not one bit ordinary” he said his heart on his sleeves “In my heart , you are much better than anyone else.”

Seohyun blinked, gathering her strength and step back as she sighed “Thank you for saying this all to me. I’m sure if you have said this to me earlier, I should have been really touched and I would have accepted you but after I heard the rumor it made me think twice as much. I have thought a lot and with this revalation, I am truly grateful. But let’s just keep going like this and leave our relationship the way it is as of now, okay? I don’t want to rush unprepared into a relationship and then ended up both of us being hurt” she said after much thought, she saw his hurt expression and God knows she wanted to erase it but it is not the right time yet.

He sucked in a deep breath, his eyes clouded with sadness but smiled “Okay, I understand. I think you need time to calm down” he stepped back to give space between them

“So let’s carry on like before and keep on behaving natural around each other, okay?” Seohyun asked to liven up the mood

“Okay, don’t worry. I will wait, I will wait until the day you will accept me.” he declared a tiny smile adorned his face “I will accept anything until then and no matter what you tell me” he sighed before he continued “We will always be good friends” he ended. He swallowed hard and looked up “it’s getting late, I better go back now, and my members might be getting worried. ” he let out a chuckle“ Goodnight, bye” he turned his back on Seohyun and left

“Bye, be careful and see you” Seohyun called out on him, he turned one last time, gave her a smile and wave before he went inside his car

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She sighed and felt her fast heartbeat, she opened the door and was shocked to see her unnies, their ear were obviously plastered on the door earlier before she opened it. “Unnie!” she called loudly

Her unnies jumped in surprise as soon as they heard Seohyun’s voice. Each has nonchalant expression, feigning innocence.

“So it’s over?!” Yoona asked awkwardly her hand on her nape

“Did u hear anything?” Sooyoung asked everyone, her eyes wide while sending each other a message

“I did not hear a thing” Jessica shook her head vigorously

“Were u guys eavesdropping?! You guys are weird!” Seohyun’s face turned bright red as she rushed to her bedroom and slammed the door

Her unnies giggled excitedly like a school girl. They went to their living room and slumped on the floor with giddy heart

“But why did she not accept him?” Yuri asked everyone a smile plastered on her face

“It good, she’s a wise girl, Yonghwa should woo her first” Tiffany said please with their youngest. All of them nodded

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As soon as Seohyun closed the door she threw herself on her bed, went under her blanket and screamed on her pillow. She rolled on her bed giddily suppressing her giggle as she thought of Yonghwa’s confession. She stopped in a halt and pretended she was asleep when she heard somebody entered the room.

Hyoyeon sat on her bed and looked at Seohyun “Yah, I know you’re pretending to be asleep. You can’t possibly sleep after that mind blowing confession” she said trying hard not to burst out laughing, their maknae is really acting cute. After a minute of without reply she stood “We are just outside waiting to share your happiness with you” she stood by the door and waited for another minute for a reply but it didn’t come “Arasso, you have the right to express your happiness whatever way you want. But I have to tell you this aside from sadness and depression; you know a person can die from contained happiness too right?” she said, opened the door and went out

Under the blanket Seohyun’s eyes grew big from the last statement; she uncovered herself and hurriedly went out of their room. There she stood just beside the closed door, 8 pairs of gorgeous twinkling eyes looked at her and in unison “AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!” they screamed their hearts out, waking up the whole neighborhood.

Hwangbo Hye Jung

A beautiful girl with a Beautiful Heart

My Girl Crush HBHJ

I had a Dream

I watched Super Show last Thursday, Iya was one of those who had the opportunity to interview them. i saw their reaction when they saw her standing before them. Though discretely, thye whispered to one another. It seems that they find her beautiful; with those big eyes and superb body, who wouldn't?

And so, i read an article yesterday about Kyu Hyun, the maknae of Super Junior had to undergo a surgery due to some ear problem.

I was about to sleep last night (dawn to be exact, it's 2am in my part of the world) when i stumbled to another news at soompi. It says the maknae of Super Junior is dominating Twitter. Fans all over the world twitts #getwellsoonkyuhyun (i think its sweet ^^) I wish i had known earlier, I might've joined them (Prince Kyu Hyun fan here!)

I closed my eyes and think about money (Well, who doesn't). I doze off and a dream visited me.

It started off from the scene where they were interviewed by Iya. It seems like I was watching them live. As i was watching i checked at my concert ticket and raffle tickets in my purse. Then after the interview, all of us including the Super Junior members (they have coupons too) were ushered to another room and started the raffle, the first prize was 2M Php the second prize is half of it. I knew they were there with us but i can't point out where they were since they were scattered, seated individually. I saw Yesung and Kyu Hyun though, since they were seated to near me. i kept turning my head in hopes of finding all of them but failed. The draw has started and the people who won screamed in delight.

Grand prize winner was announced and it was raffle number 002. There was silence, each looking at their tickets. They started to count when i stood up abruptly and said "Uhmn, i think that's my number. Please wait, I'll look at it." It seems like I was too busy looking for the other members that i neglected the coupons (good thing i peeked at it earlier and remembered the coupon number) I look for it inside my purse; heart racing and hands trembling from excitement. The moment I found it, I handed it to them, they took it and examined it thoroughly.

Imagine my shock and disappointment when they told me my coupon has expired! (is there such a thing as expiration date in a raffle coupon?! absurd!!) I yelled at them in frustration "I bought it here and it's authentic, why did you put expiration dates when you knew the raffle draw was today?!" (in tagalog btw.kekeke) My body started to shook from anger.My eyes started to water but i held it desperately, my throat felt that it was going to rip from holding it all in. I swallowed hard while shutting my eyes tightly and took successive deep breaths to calm myself "You're a fraud!" with weak knees I stride my way out; I was halfway to the door when a voice seated behind the curtain stopped me.

"Excuse me, can I ask something about this?" he asked while showing his coupon

I stopped short and turned to look at him, i felt my anger stepped two steps down. I tried to smile a little and looked at him straight "Siwon-ssi!"

"Can I ask you what will I put here?" he asked whie pointing at the blank spaces

"Oh, you put your address there." I said after looking at what he pointed. I studied his face and i knew he doesn't know what address means (huh?! he spoke english earlier though!). So I continued "Where do you live? Where is your house located?" I spoke slowly and tenderly as if I was teaching a child. (kekeke)

He smiled and nodded "Aahh!! my address!" he said in hangul. I smiled and nodded with him as if I understood what he said

"That smile alone can let me forget my anger." i said in tagalog to avoid him from understanding. I bowed at him "I'll go then" I turned to walk when he spoke again

"Uhmn" he started which mada me look back and ask

"Wae?" this madde him look up and gave me a bright smile before asking

"You now how to speak hangul?" he asked in hangul

I shook my head while smiling, I enumerated the hangul words i knew and he understood. He started to ask again pointing to the word province.

I shook my head and my eyes welled from the thought "There's no use filling that up. It's fraud" I told him willing my self to be brave, I swallowed the lump on my throat and looked up to stop the tears from flowing before i continued to speak

"Province is where your address is at. Like Seoul, Busan, Ilsan etc." I said, he nodded in understanding. he motioned me to sit right next to him and so I did. I cleared my throat and said "What else do you want to know?" I tried to give him a happy smile but failed

He looked at me with tender eyes "Kwenchana. They will get what they deserve. Just let it out." His arm flew on my shoulder and started caressing it while looking at the stage.

I was so touched with the thought that he knew and understood what has happened to me. And he took effort to get my attention because he cared. I burst out crying on his chest while he tapped my back assuring.

And the sweet dream ended... Why should it stop there really!!!